over the course of the last few weeks ive learned some things... its never a good idea to drink grey goose straight out of the bottle...its fun though. i never get hung over. it takes a shit load of alcohol to get me buzzed even a little bit... drinking with friends is fun, drinking to drink is lame. smoking isnt that great...cigarrettes that is. friendship is something that happens over time. you can be super close with people but never have anything but the fact that your forced to be close and are making the best of it. i want to be a director. i love jamie, joe, matt and carrie!!! a few days together and were pretty much the coolest people on set. clique-y-ness is slightly annoying and abrasive not having a clean quiet house is even more annoying. i dont judge people by single actions, if you progressively show thoes actions though...then i will judge you from them. i miss ashley and hillary and am so glad they are comming to visit. gus is amazing. hes like my guy friend for advice, friend status, shows and being cool with. hes awesomely amazing. love you! im dying my hair darker brown i think...well see. i did it temporarly for the movie and it looked pretty good so i might do it semi perminate. sometimes i really miss having a guy to cuddle with...not a boyfriend, but a guy friend i can cuddle with when i need hugs or i want to talk or just say nothing to. also, i discovered its not worth paying 30 dollars for nails to do something you can do yourself. neon pink with black tips...yeah i have done it better than the lady who did mine. never again, its not worth it. i cut my hair for all of you who havent found out from myspace or facebook yet...hmm ill post a picture. infact, ill post two. 
thats my new hair. i had to cut it for the movie...i think it will look better when it grows out a little. ive got side bangs now though, which ive kind of wanted. 
so i pretty much dress super emo now...but dont label me losers, my style is my own. so i dont need glasses, but im holding gus' glasses hostage till he comes over for spaghetti night. we hung out friday night but he was kinda stoned and i didnt feel like cooking...but yeah i pretty much took his glasses thrusday night b/c he left them at richies and took a picture with them and sent him the picture and a text reading-im holding your glasses hostage. he got it in the morning and was like noooo.....too funny i <3 it all. but yeah, i think i look pretty good in them. heres him in them so you can see and compare. 
i think i win. | 
